i hate my brain, my body, my being. and i don’t know how to deal with all of this anymore. my secret’s that i kinda sa myself, nothing serious like as asking 4 help. i’m a burden to everyone else and now i’m here hoping that some anonymous stranger will come and advice me. such a fool. i’m embarrassed by myself but i don’t know what to do anymore. mio italiano un poco brutto scusi quando sbaglio