Sorry if I'm speaking in English but i don't feel like talking in Italian. I feel so lonely tonight. I'm beyond alone right now. All i can think of is her. Her and how much do i love her. Even though she's my best friend and she's already "in love" with somebody. I can't go on like this, I'd really like to be with her, like we usually do. But if I do that, after, I'll be sicker then now. Sad...